I’m glad the auction is near; it gives something to focus on. It doesn’t always haopen that way and there’s certainly a lot of ‘why do I bother’ thoughts running through my head but all in all, if the night sends people away thinking of my mortality then all is good.

I don’t anticipate much more than Christmas if I’m putting a timescale on it. The hospital have said longer but taking the symptoms and how they have progressed into account, I’ll be surprised if I last the year.

I’m not booking anything past the date they have given me for obvious reasons; it seens pointless, as does buying anyrhing to ‘keep’. What’s the point? It’ll only need to be disposed of or sold, so it’s either given away or not brought. For the sake of the money I’ve written myself out of the Birmingham Half; it’s only £30 and more hassle doing something about it than leaving it and not being there. It’s hardly like I’m going to be missed…..and I doubt at the run either.

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  1. im going to poke you with a big stick shortly mate. no you cant do the half marathon by running it, but you could be pushed …. il push you, anyone will push you. ………….The reason we are all putting effort into the auction is to boost your charity fund, we are ALL working hard to make it a success. ………. you WILL be here at christmas and for a lot of christmases after. ………..get your dose increased on your painkillers and give yourself a break , for once.put your stubbornness to one side and show the world you matter and ask for some help xxxxxxx

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