I’m all for thinking the worst will happen, and normally it does.
I was expecting the line of questions for any sort of money supplement to go through plenty of things, but when saying it to complete strangers, it seems that bit more real.
I wasn’t expecting Fred and Dr Spooner to agree so rapidly that they might as well DS1500 the paperwork, as a precaution; because of the same reason Dr Spooner said: because they don’t know.
Fred says he is calling them to arrange and do all the paperwork related to it, but after the scan in the morning, I’ll call them anyway, just in case he forgets!
I can feel it slowly sinking in now though, the slow realisation that days are numbered; I just don’t know how many. I can’t be too scared though, can I?