I know that the markings all over my ever growing stomach are a product of the steroid use; they don’t cause any pain and even when they appeared (due to the increased doseage, I’m guesing) under my arms too, there’s no pain, just increased sweat production. I try covering it up, but there’s only so much I can spray before I feel like a cheap whore.



From my records at the QE, my weight has obviously gone down on record…and it’s not pretty reading; since October, I’ve piled on 2 stone. The steroids could be a contributing factor to it, as the medical experts mention, but they cannot be the only factor.

The dizzy feeling gets slightly eased off as the day goes on, but not by much. There’s only steroids and pain relief tablets left now…the anti-sickness ones seemed to be more of a placebo; I’ve had none for over a week and there’s no change.